InsaneJournal

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energetic

CRAZY A GO GO
at 4am this morning i drove to the ER. i could not sleep because of my back and arm. i wasn't able to even dose off briefly. its clearly gotten worse the past couple days. prior to the last couple days most of the pain and discomfort would cease once i was able to sit back and relax. it makes sense it can hurt like a bitch while i am at work because i am constantly moving the affected areas around. yesterday was my day off. i was in more then then before. i think i got it stirred up by fighting with my steering well cover. any one that has one in their car knows what a bitch those little things are. a four minute struggle was still kicking my ass twelve hours later. LOL.

at the ER i told receptionist that i believed i had a pinched nerve and that it happened at work. she asked what did i do at work that made me think i had pinched a nerve. i said "everything i do at work can pinch a nerve or throw something out of whack." LOL.

xrays were taken of course. i was asked if i could remove my ear rings. (there's 13) i said nope i can't remove them all. the hoops i have in won't come out. well not by me. i couldn't get them in by myself. LOL. doku put them in for me over a year ago. they have not moved since. LOL.

the last xray was odd. the xray girl even warned me that it would be the weird one. of course when she said that i just blinked like a deer thinking to myself 'odd?' for the last one i was told to open my mouth as wide as i could. i stared blankly for a few seconds and then stated 'yea, that is weird.' turns out he neck goes further then i thought. LOL.

i am not see my family doctor as soon as possible. i will most likely have to under go some therapy. if that fails surgery. therapy should be enough. i am to avoid doing certain things. basically every thing that i do at work is what i am not to do. LOL. got to work though.

i went to sleep after 7am and woke up at 10am. well the alarm went off at nine but apparently i fell back to sleep. around ten Aki knocked and was like "um are you planning on getting up?" LOL. fifteen minutes later we went to work.

i can not believe i am still awake and quite energetic. i am in a little pain. more discomfort though. i have pep though. LOL. a while ago i took everything off of the computer desk and cleaned it up.

i am just rambling tonight. LOL

my income tax was deposited. that was super quick. i filed last friday. it only took a week. last year i filed through the same people. its a program for low income. its done for free. last year instead of direct deposit i chose to be given a check. it only took a couple weeks or so by check. that wasn't bad. Aki chose the check option. she was told it could be ten weeks. i am not sure if i believe that.

i CAN NOT wait for us to move. for over a month now all i think about are the bills. i just can't help it. the past couple weeks have been the worst ever check wise. i am terrified to see the next one. instead of getting 37 hours a week ( Aki and i haven't seen those kind of hours in months) we have been getting 25 or so. that is a HUGE pay cut for us.

one check doesn't even cover the monthly bills. by monthly i mean rent, electric and internet. that is all. we do not have a phone. we do not have cable. we do not even have garabge removal. for over a year we have been living with the very basics.

those three little things cost more then what we get paid combine for two weeks with our hours being cut so badly. the water bill is due soon. thanks to the 144.00 dollar surcharge the bill is over 300 dollars. the surcharge is a killer for low income people. how the hell are we going to pay that?

don't get me started on gas prices! if we didn't have to travel 40 miles every work day i would not be as upset about the fact that prices are to hit 4.00 dollars. i would still be mad, but not enraged. LOL.

we have spent over 1500 dollars for heating. we both had to get credit cards and they are maxed now so ....